Why NOW ??!!!Why ???!!!

I HATE MY LIFE !
I HATE HIM..
I HATE MY PAST !!!
I HATE ME !!!

I Just hate it !!
Why now ??!!why !!!
Why does it happens now!!
i hate it !i hate it !I HATE IT !!

Im hepy..i am soo damn happy ..
but y does it comes to my life..my mind now ??
i was so n always hepy wif him..i love him..i do !
I dont want to lose him now..not ever !

Tak pernah skali pon terlintas d'fkiran aq..
utk m'lukai aty dye..aq xsnggup...
Tp entah mengapa..aq bru saja m'lukai aty si dye..
Aq tlah melukai aty org yg aq sygi..

He's like my other half..he's too important to me..
He's my everythng !
I would anything to make him happy...
i would rather give up my life..
Than i see tears in his eyes..i cant stand to see u cry syg..

I promise you..dat i'll fix dis !
i wont hurt u anymore..never again !
dis is my promise to u..

Juz promise 1 thing hunny...
Dont leave me kay ?
my world i nothing without u...
bcoz ur my only dear..ily !

IM TRULY SORRY SYG....